Let's say, the last person you were interested in runs up to you and hugs you, you say or do what?
- babep?hehe. i will hug him back
Do you like your hair?
- no.
Are you a patient person?
- no.
How are you currently feeling?
- sleepy.
When is the last time you were hugged?
- last saturday.
Honestly, what's on your mind?
- that we must expect the unexpected.. and that we must allow ourselves to have more time to prepare for our departure..
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
- yes.
Do you text fast?
- not really.
Is this year the best year of your life?
- i don't know yet.
Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- yes.
Is music playing now?
- yes.
Are you keeping a big secret right now?
- no.
Do you always answer your phone?
- no.
Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
- sometimes.
Do you find it hard to trust others?
- no. i am too gullible. i can be easily fooled.
I bet you miss somebody right now?
- yes.
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- maybe.
Do you tell people you're ok when you' re really not?
- yes.. when i try to avoid the issue.
Where is your phone?
- on my calves.
Does the last person you texted mean anything to you?
- he means everything to me.
What are you doing tonight?
- i will be sleeping.
If you just drank 15 beers, what would you be doing?
- a lot of things..
What do you carry with you at all times?
- tie.
What did you last get complimented on?
- never mind .
What did you say back?
- not a word.
What is the cutest text message in your inbox?
- no cute messages available.

gross. too gross.

i can't even imagine the thought of its occurrence repeating and repeating all over again in my head.

it's really disturbing.


i just don't want any stranger/those i consider such, to touch any part of my body.. especially my face, especially my cheeks. and "sweet talk" me into stuff that's a hundred percent
puzzling. wtf?! strangers blurting out mushy phrases just like that?! i don't even f*cking know that human or whatever you call it.

urrrrrrrrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!


shit. i wish i could sterilize my face and shoulders.



not to be rude, but i felt quite violated..




i was in awe when it happened.



GROSS. REALLY, REALLY GROSS.

i don't want to elaborate.

deprived of food (i know.. don't ask.), sleep, and entertainment.




i'm really bored to death.
i will be doing my usual hobby when i'm bored...

movie marathon.
here's a list of movies i'm planning to watch or re-watch:


children of the corn = WATCHED
the blue lagoon = WATCHED
dark water = WATCHED
the shining = WATCHED
somewhere in time
rosemary's baby
pirates
the notebook
just like heaven
lord of the flies
butterfly effect
cannibal holocaust
awake
hellraiser
sleepwalkers
apocalypto
the girl next door
pride and prejudice
dangerous liasons
sweet home alabama
helter skelter
carrie(1976) = WATCHED
caligula
henry&june
may
tenacious D : the pick of destiny
psycho
jaws
the haunting
poltergeist
comet quest = WATCHED
when nietzsche wept
notting hill
little nicky
nightmare on elm street
rock star
fear
cry baby
juno
life as a house
slumdog millionaire
jumper
i am sam
The Jacket
Alexandras Project
Naboer
Donnie Darko
alice in wonderland = WATCHED
the ring (jap version) = WATCHED
cast away = WATCHED
american beauty = WATCHED
rain man = WATCHED
strange circus = WATCHED
hair extensions = WATCHED
feng shui = WATCHED


and
the list goes on........
any more suggestions? please. i'm really bored.

before i connect this journal with the title, i must say that
i really have to be serious with my plans.
results MUST be evident by the end of april..
hopefully! if no change occurs,
huhu.. i don't know. i'll continue to be a lousy bum.

anyway,
i'm planning on getting another piercing somewhere unusual..
hihihi. i just don't know what part yet. probably in the lingual frenulum (if enjun agrees) hehehe.

i'll just post a picture when something different is already present.


meanwhile.....

i've been nostalgic for the past couple of minutes
due to this really corny video (project) we made when we were still
in highschool. hahah i really miss those days! everyone was still so naive.. except for these people. lol


shet huhuhu .


anyway, here's the link

[link]


find me if you can.
i felt so gross looking at myself in this video. hahahaha.


by the way, if you're wondering why the title of this journal says naivety of certain MALE species when in fact all of us in the video are actually female, it's for the reason that we used to be (i think until now. hehe) really boyish and playful, and we're not the typical kind of female species who usually choose to dwell on make-up or physically looking good with yes, make-up (that's until we entered college. hehe). our minds were/are actually more like the male's. haha. we're not homosexuals or anything.. i don't know.. we just prefer certain male activities rather than female activities.. anyway, it's complicated. you'd understand if you actually knew us. hehe.
just watch the video.

eye bags. hehe.
round and round
and round and round..
summer is fast approaching.. there will
be more of these in the upcoming days.
hehe..
anyway,
it's time to move.


TAEBO!